Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Look

it takes about a week
a week for things to get back to normal
after you tell them

tell them something almost nobody knows
it takes about a week
but
that's if you see them every day

but
I don't see you everyday

in fact
I see you about twice a week

so how long
how long will it take to get it back
the normality we're used to

I want to loose this look
of whatever it may be
that caused your eyes to grow sad
as you whispered

I'm sorry

I can only nod
with this look on my face
I can't tell what it is
but I feel it there

confusion
sadness
a pinch of anger perhaps

it needs to disappear
vanish
be gone

away with ye
oh torturer of souls
and consciences

bring back the smiles
the laughter

the bright eyes that I know so well

1 comment:

Unknown said...

For the record, it only took me about two days to be fully back to normal ^^
(I actually got to use a computer again! =] )

I'm sorry about that though, I hope everything is cool soon.
I kind of have my hopes for how things will work out...but unfortunatly (for me) who knows what the future holds.

on the one hand, I really hope we can be together one day.

but on the other hand, I know how you feel right now, and I hope that that works out too...

I guess, you know, I have the things that I want, and one of those really big things, is for you to be happy with the outcome.
sorry I can't break out with something super poetic. lol

(or at least better thought out, but I don't know how long I have access to this pc, so I cant really risk stopping to think for too long)