i'm doing it again. god, why do I do this? i don't want to lose him.. I don't want to almost lose him, again.

Have mercy

"Have mercy baby,
I'm descending again.
Open your eyes baby,
'cuz this time its sink or its swim."- Black Crowes

That's one of my favorite lines from the Black Crowes. What is he saying with this? What's he talking about? I think about it...

Forgive me, I know I was wrong.
I'm going down, feeling bad. Or maybe I'm coming off a high, even though I know you don't want me using.
Open your eyes, can't you see I need help?
I know I said I would stop, but this is when I need you the most.
If I can't stop this time, will I ever be able to?

"So have mercy baby,
And hand me down.
It was just a few years ago,
You'd hand me up and a map right out of town."

So forgive me please. If you can.
Something in you has changed since we met.
Was it me that changed you?
You would have thrown me out a long time ago, but we're both different now.

Curses, curses and clues.
Just a feast, feast for fools.

hmmmmmmmm

what to write.. idk

im just writing to write right now

right, writing to write
right write right write

bear bare
wear were
weather whether
homonyms homophones
antonyms synonyms
all that jazz

jazz, snazz, frazzle


yes this is random words
i don't even know what i'm typing any more

Damn it

and damn it again



fuck it, i'm skipping art club

That didn't go to well

All I could write were 3 short poemy things. eh

Art is ruining my writing

Now that I actually have to take home art and work on it (not that it makes it any better mind you) I haven't been writing anything. Anything. Gah.. Its really annoying. I think writing is way more of a release than drawing is for me. Who knows maybe I just haven't found my medium yet.. But I just really want to write something good you know? .. Guess the only way that's going to happen is to start writing. Here it goes, wish me luck..