ever listen to a song that reminds you of someone and it makes you want to cry?

that's how I feel right now.

longing I suppose

Oh Velocity Girl, What makes you go so fast?

I can't keep up with you.
Can't stand to be alone
think you should be with me.

ah man.. I don't know what's going on anymore...

Anybody got a book of answers I can look through?

That'd be handy right about now



sigh


stream of consciousness
loads of fun

Don't you understand
I'll just stay here in your arms.
x2
x3
x4


listening to snow patrol

I wanted somethin that's purer than the water like we where its ot there now in eloquence and anger are all we have like saturn's rings an icy loop around me to hard to hold lash out first at all the things we don't like or understand

And It's beginning to get to me That I know more of the stars and sea than I do of whats in your head

amen brother, amen

Don't have to prove you are so strong


You are the only thing that makes sense
just don't ignore the present tense

Oh God
I need some help
help
please
amen

music
it flows like rivers through my brain
the tributaries meandering through my fingers onto the keyboard
light up light up
The riffs of the guitar
the beat of the drum
even the soft piano
My heart beats to match
iambic
light up light up
I'll be right beside you
my body becomes the instrument
for whatever music is produced
be it song
words
breath
light up light up
I'll be right beside you
Even if you cannot hear my voice

It feels so weird to not wear a ring
on my left hand
on the ring finger
It is empty
no rings now
earlier, sure
now though
none

Shut your eyes
just imagine
imagine for me
please

And when the worrying starts to hurt
whether it is for yourself
or for another
Just close your eyes and tell

you could be happy

you could be happy

I hope you are

This song, at least this half,
is what Jesse is saying to me

You could be happy
I hope you are
You made me happier
Than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own
Smells of you
And for the tiniest moment
Its all not true

Do the things you always wanted to
Without me to hold you back
Don't think just do

More than anything
I want to see you grow
Take a glorious bite out
The whole world.

I don't wanna run, Just overwhelm me.