Doors and Holding them open..

I appreciate it when you hold a door for me
but when I hold one for you
you don't accept it.
Maybe once you've gone through.
Why?

From now on I'll try to be grateful when you open one for me.
Even if you won't return the favor.

Still love you, silly.

Sunday

"Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed are though amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb; Jesus. Holy Mary, mother of God, pray for us sinners. Now. and at the hour of our death. Amen." is what I have prayed at least one hundred times in the past twenty four hours. I can now see why Catholics recite the rosary. The rhythm of the prayer, and the repetition lets the mind clear. You don't think about anything when you pray the prayer. I guess its a good time for God to speak to you, when your head is empty.
I've found that its also a great way to block out unwanted things. Thoughts, emotions, the like.

"I try hard not to argue the obvious." Liam Finn

i've been using my computer less and less frequently lately. it might have something to do with the fact that vista sucks and i would love to get xp.. idk
i'm also writing less.. and that kinda bothers me. i mean i used to write all the time, carry a notebook everywhere. that orange one in eighth grade (good stuff ^^) was so fat, with all the loose paper stuck inside it. I need to just grab a steno notebook and bring it places. i like steno ones b/c they have that line down the middle and its spiral bound so i can slip a pencil in ^^

(i wrote in pen for the first time in a long time today. for my journal for english actually lol. i had taken out my "mechanical pencil" ((does anyone still call them that?)) (((i just call it a pencil lol))) and all i had was a regular one, an ebony pencil, and a pen. well my regular pencil was dull and the sharpener was really loud so i went with pen.)
wow, i'm talking about pencils and pens.. oh well

hmm what else.......


oooh
Florida Rocked!!
out loud. ^^ the sand was white, the water was blue/green, the waves were huge yesterday, it was beautiful. yesterday morning i went for a walk down the beach. there were a few people out, it was nice. one guy was fishing, but wasn't having much luck. ooh- they also had jellyfish the size of diner plates. no lie, dinner plates. (frikin terrifying, jeez) beau and i both got stung, but it wasn't bad. it scared the pants off of andre though lol (not literaly) he hopped into the little raft with me and we floated to shore. we passed by a giant jelly on the way and he freaked out ^^
overall it was awesome, dad's volleyball team placed third in their bracket (Scotty says if they were in the other bracket, they would have won. i believe him) some girls from lafayette won first place in the "open" or whatever idk. so yeah, i had fun. but its good to be back in my own bed ya know?


well, enough for tonight. im goin to sleep
goodnight



it is currently 1:30 a.m.

today in english i wrote a neat little journal entry
it was prompted by a quote by Edith Hamilton, who writes about mythology
i like my journal today, it was neat
hope i get it back